the past 3 days have been incredible.
i live in a goddamn beautiful place with wonderful people.
i want to share it with everyone.

I had a nightmare last night that I watched a good (dream) friend of mine get raped. I was in the bed next to her, holding her hand while it happened.
It ruined my whole day. My head. Everything.

Lots of garden things have been happening. It is exhilarating to watch things grow, to watch spring happen.

I have been peeing in a bucket of sawdust for almost a week now, and it feels absolutely wonderful.
Courage feels that way too.
Being slightly aggressive, or maybe just assertive does too.
And so does being there for people you don't really know when they might need it.

I just missed Kate fall off the swing. So.. no more swing for now.

These steps I am trying to take dont always feel good.
I have too much of that attitude lately but its hard to avoid.

Matt Gordon just made a swing for the tree out front and I am watching Kate swing on it.
That feels good.
And so does this weather.
And the Beatles.


I got paid today, so soon I will be sipping on the finest whiskey the Husdon Valley has to offer.
and
I am going to start applying for museum/historical society jobs. I feel really inspired.